I miss the 2008 Yeezy

Back when he was creative, but not angry. His new music sounds so angry. Maybe now that he is a father, he will get back to his nice side. He has love in his life! I'm listening to American Boy at work, and I'm like, is this the same Kanye from now?? Dark music doesn't always work for everyone. 

My oh my

Look at that awesome belly I have going on over here! *In Love* 

Valium

Don't understand how emotional I'm being during this period. First of all, I fired my period at the beginning of the year. I told it that it was no longer welcomed because it was baby making time. But it keeps showing up every damn month. Maybe that's why I feel overwhelmed with a lot of anger. Every month that goes by and no baby.....just anger. I'm totally believing in the whole "when it's time it will happen". But I also believe in cycles of life, and when you do things...consequences do come around and collect whenever they feel like it. Anyway, I am currently at work and I'm going a bit stir crazy because I don't feel like participating in either work or conversations. Especially since I have a co worker that's going on and on and on and I don't feel like being honest with what I'm feeling about what they are saying so....hurry up 6 o clock.

Giving these a try

Lace shorts

Ugh

With every month that goes by and I don't successfully get pregnant, well...all that happens is I question myself on my ability to make babies. And all I feel is sadness, I know it's something that sometimes takes time "and when the right time happens...it will happen". All I want to do is just run. Run to free the mind. And that's just what I think I will do.

Stuck on stripes

Oh yeah

I traded in my Infiniti for a brand new Subaru Impreza wagon. So not what anyone would ever expect me to get. But it was time for something new to drive and boy does it drive! Plus, hopefully I can put a carseat in it one day :)