Siren Song

"Siren Song" by Bat For Lashes

Good Love

"Good Love" by Bat For Lashes

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EUTHNASIA SHOW

Affirmation....# 9

Ten of SwordsThe Ten of Swords card suggests that my power today lies in acceptance. It's over and done in no uncertain terms. I recognize, surrender to or accept the finality of the truth or consequences in order to look to the future or have changed my mind. I let go of all attachment or resistance to sustaining conditions that don't work or are out of my hands. E tu brute? I can't move forward by beating a dead horse. It's the last word so put a period on it and move on. I am empowered by truth and consequences and my virtue is liberation or release from suffering, uncertainty or victimhood
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Wonder what kind

Of little girl that likes these will be when she grows up.....

Top 4 songs of all time..w/possible 5th

1. Above the Clouds - GangStarr feat Inspectah Deck

2. Two Can Win - JDilla

3. Starlight - Muse

4. Never had a friend Like Me (tied with) FAME - by 2PAC

5. "A Little Bit" by Drake feat Lykke Li is sooo the contender for 5th spot

Currently : Relaxing in my hotel room in Monterey, Cali....just soaking up some sweetness, and clarity

Lyrically, so true

I first fell in love with the beat to this song...and like all those that start feeling all these damn emotions stirred by the progress of falling for someone....I finally payed attention to the lyrics especially when I was feelin a little blue....like when you have that doubt of how trusting with your heart should you be and how soon.....because sometimes too soon, will ruin it....because I can't throw it all out on the table if he isn't doing the same thing...and right now we're not phisically capable of giving it the chance it deserves because we're so far away....so the distance is a blessing and a curse...once we're both in the same place...at the same time...for the long run....this will all have felt worth it. All I can do now, is keep my side of this honest, loyal and appreciative.....why would I want to fuck up a chance that you don't get everyday.....well with someone that actually gives you the desire and want to make life soo much better by being together...because this person seems and feels like they would be worth it....why.....we're both very in tune with our self love...enough to not make the mistake of giving our love away to someone that doesn't even have that much self love for themselves.....so it's just sooo different. Like how much faith and confidence do you have in yourself in knowing what you're capable of doing the greatest things in life.....and how unpredictable everything would be yet, you would definitely endure more positive than negative because you're not out to cause any hurt because it would be like hurting yourself.....so now the whole trick that lies in this right now...is the letting go of doubts, letting go of OUR PASTS...including the people....and just trusting into going all in.....and I have moments where I just want to go all in already...but....ignorance is bliss, and I just can't do that so the reality checks I get sometimes make me sad, make me think too much to not care, and sincerely, despite all that, I stay in.....because like I've said......the things in life that you want, and aren't the easiest to get...and actually appreciate and grow to better because of......are the ones worth all of it. And Martin and I have no doubt, been the uneasiest elements to actually put together since the day we met 2 years ago......so we'll see. All i want is him. And he says all he wants is me. I hope we want it bad. Because I know it would be soo much more than we've ever would have thought.........I'm just sayin....anyway....here are the lyrics that are just sooo true to us.....enjoy....


"A Little Bit" by Drake and Lykke Li
(feat. Lykke Li)

[Lykke Li:]
Hands down
I'm too proud, for love
But with eyes shut
It's you I'm thinking of

[Drake:]
But how we move from A to B it can't be up to me
Cause you don't know
Who I was before you
Basically to see a change in me
I'd be losing, so I just ignore you, yeah
Oh oho
But your on my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind
Oh oho
But maybe in time, in time, in time
I'll tell you

[Chorus:]
A little bit, a little bit
A little bit in love with you
I guess that I'm a little bit, a little bit, a little bit in love with you
Oh oho

[Drake:]
I know you don't break their hearts
But it's you I wanna take apart
And I will never ever be the first, to say it
But still I they know I ah ah ah

[Lykke Li:]
I would do it
Push a button
Pull a trigger
Climb a mountain
Jump off a cliff
Cause you know baby I love you love you
A little bit

I would do it
You'd say it
You'd mean it
I would let you do it
It was you and I and I only
Ha hm

I think I'm a little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me

Drake:]
I hope they never find out
What they already know, know, know
As soon as it's official
We'll have to let it go, go, go
So we don't confirm the fling
Keep avoiding all the questions
You'll get teased for many things
I'm just scared to learn a lesson

The pressures on
Both hearts beat like a metronon
Both n'sync like a justin song
Feels so right but it's just soo wrong
I wonder where my world 'bout
Where niggas said I know, tryna talk my girl out
And her friends say I ain't the one to go for
She just get jealous cause you always get approached more
Oh well tell her fall back caught up in some more shit tell her call back
Tell her get a man that ain't cheating on her ass
With a girl that I know yeah tell her all that, that
And as for you I think I know your the one
The closest I've come
I'm probably...

A little bit
A little bit
A little bit in love with you
I guess that I'm a little bit
A little bit
A little bit
A little bit in love with you
Oh oho
Lalalala love with me
Oh oho, oh oho

Oh blockhead

One of my fave producers did an online interview about what he thinks is funny, so I had to reprint his #3 reason....am I the only one that laughs at this? Hahahahahaha....

#3 Hulk Hogan's rap album is amazing. It's all about taking vitamins and saying your prayers. There's one song called "When the hulkster goes to heaven" about his friend that died in the ring. While his heart was in the right place , it basically becomes a song about how the guy was a great hulkamaniac…and he died.
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The end is the funniest ever

So far so gone

Man o man he keeps having bad dreams about me. I wonder if the more it happens, will it either begin to convince him to feel otherwise about me or will it just push me away. I hope neither happens. I want him so much. I am feeling like I'm drowning being so far away from him. That's why I'm trying to do as much as I can in regards to moving closer. I just don't know where I would be moving to. Because he's still unsure about where he wants to be or where he could be if all goes through with his possible job op. Long ago I broke everything and anything I had with anyone else because all I want is him. And I wasn't about to mess up my own chances. But with any good thing comes all the doubt in the world as well. I mean it's natural. I guess. We have both gone through more than our share with relationships gone bad and I feel like we have both grown from that to where we can enjoy and make
the best of what we can have. But the distance is killing us if it stays this way. Even though neither one of us could be doing anything to ruin it, the little doubt that lingers from anything past haunts enough sometimes. Or wears you out. But I'm refusing to budge. I have to stay positive because I won't give up so easy especially since I haven't brought this bad business into what I have with him and that's why early on I cut all ties with anything lingering with any other person. What matters to me is him and now. And my own past experiences haunt me in forms of people just changing the way the feel about me. One day they adore me and the next they just don't feel anything. So how do you think I feel about when I start to have way strong feelings like the ones I have for him? I get scared, and sometimes it's so sad that I have to almost keep myself prepared to have to just let go
of all feelings because of the fear that he might just change his mind and heart about me. Even though that hasn't changed since we started talking again in January.....and my feelings haven't changed for him and they only get stronger and that makes it impossible for me to do anything to hurt him or this....... I swear I'm just going to leave this place one day real soon and just go to Texas. The longer this goes to where I'm trying to prepare moving in the best way possible and responsibly, the more frustrating and the sadder I get about how distance affects us.......I just can't let it get me down. Not even a little bit.

DJ hero!!!!!

Bring it on!!!!! Hella stoked!!!!!

ay-Z and Eminem have teamed up for the upcoming release of DJ Hero to provide the video game with exclusive content and work behind-the-scenes. Both rappers will help provide a rap twist to the urban-based game. A limited edition comes with the rappers' exclusive new greatest-hits CDs, possibly including previously unreleased tracks, plus an advanced version of the controller, a DJ stand and metal traveling case. Jay-Z and Eminem will serve as consultants to Activision and the game's developer, FreeStyleGames. The complete list of tracks the rappers are providing is still being worked out. Jay-Z plans on including "Izzo (H.O.V.A.)" and "Dirt Off Your Shoulder" for sure. Also possible: tracks from his in-the-works Blueprint 3 album. (USA Today) Jigga has confirmed his role with the upcoming project. "I have a ton of content, I just need the pipeline," Jay said in an interview. "I love
the freedom of [DJ Hero]. I could wake up tomorrow morning with the idea for a song and call the guys at Activision and start working on getting it out...You can actually get lost [playing]." (Woooha) Em also dished out a few details revolving around the release. "I don't want to give away any surprises yet," he said in an e-mail interview. "DJ Hero will include my music, and I'll be providing additional material as downloadable content by the end of the year...This is a game I can see myself actually playing. DJ'ing is fundamental to rap music, so it's a great fit." (Rap Radar) In addition to providing fans with music by 50 Cent, N.E.R.D., KRS-One, Beastie Boys and more, players will take the role of an actual deejay. DJ Hero has a fine disc jockey pedigree, with contributions from DJ Shadow, mash-up guru DJ Z-Trip and plane-crash survivor DJ AM. Players will "utilize and master
various DJ techniques including scratching, blending, cross fading and sampling," according to a press release, "leaving room for creative expression with a variety of effects and player-chosen samples and scratches". Presumably, they will also learn how to ruin a party with bad tunes. But if spinning records gets too boring, DJ Hero has some other options. You can, for instance, ignore all that "DJ" stuff and have an MC battle using the game's microphone controller ? or even play guitar using your Guitar Hero controller. (Guardian News) DJ Hero is reportedly set to be released next fall.
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Listening to: "Discipline" by GangStarr

Listen to thizzzz

drake

I love Drake. Wurd.

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I want it I want it!!!!!

Oh venus as a Nia

Venus is in Virgo for my birthchart so I thought this was interesting....

Venus in Virgo:Dedication to you and the relationship and exhibiting the willingness to make it work is a Venus in Virgo heart. Attention to detail. This heart is quite, shy, and reserved and will slowly work it's way into yours. They are somewhat insecure and like to play it safe. The Venus in Virgo heart shows you they care by naggin and nitpicking on you. This heart is attracted to people who are otherwise not noticed. Their aim is to please. They will go to great lengths to please you subtely and the key to win this heart is through appreciation to the details. Do not let what the Venus in Virgo heart does for you go unnoticed
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Lissunin 2: "Bat for Lashes"
Feelin: lazy

Reminding me

That as long as 2 persons continue to want each other with the desire to just be together no matter what.....will make any wait, distance or obstacle irrelevant.

Euthnasia - Thankful-....look I'm in the background!!!

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Something U can learn from the Yeah Yeah Yeahs.......

Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Zero

Shake it
like a ladder to the sun
Makes me feel
like a madman on the run
Find me, never, never far gone
So get your leather, leather, leather on on on on

Your zero
What's your name?
No one's gonna ask you
Better find out where they want you to go

Try and hit the spot
Get to know it in the dark
Get to know it whether you're
Crying, crying, crying, oh oh
Can you climb, climb, climb higher

Shake it like a ladder to the sun
Makes me feel like a madman on the run
No you're never, never far gone
So get your leather, leather, leather on on on on

Your zero
What's your name?
No one's gonna ask you
Better find out where they want you to go

Try and hit the spot
Get to know it in the dark
Get to know it whether you're
Crying, crying, crying, oh oh
Can you climb, climb, climb higher

Was it the cure?
Shellshock!
Was it the cure?
Hope not!
Was it the cure?
Shellshock!
Was it the cure?
What's your name?

Your zero
What's your name?
No one's gonna ask you
Better find out where they want you to go

Try and hit the spot
Get to know it in the dark
Get to know it whether you're
Crying, crying, crying, oh oh
Can you climb, climb, climb higher

Was it the cure?
Shellshock!
Was it the cure?
Hope not!
Was it the cure?
Shellshock!
Was it the cure?
Hope not!
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LOVIN this song. Just feeling it thru! feelin a little bit aggitated but ultimately, I still do me and at the end of the day......true ♥ is either dissolved or better appreciated to know that its not going anywhere........lets just relax for a min......because I feel good and very calm about my choices because I know what I want.....so let's not push it. Let's just enjoy......and maybe it evolves into what true desire looks like...and I have a feelin I know what it looks like. *smile*

lissenin 2: "Zero" by Yeah Yeah Yeahs and "Use Somebody" & "Sex On Fire" by Kings of Leon.

Feelin: Like I just can't be brought down.....nevuh.

Things I've learned being a greeter@vzw

1. I can't stand the old and bitter.....be old and happy dammit. Lol
2. Can everyone please be more self sufficient....especially when it comes to the simplest things, like dealing with bills.....
3. Fuck the dumb!!!!!
4. People do not know how to read signs that are big and in front of them when they walk in to a store like "CHECK IN RIGHT HERE"
5. I know appreciate a person even more so than people.
6. If you have stank breath, please do something about it before you get a foot near me.
7. I do not appreciate when you get too close to me while I check you in or when u try to touch my elbow, shoulder, arm etc.....
8. I now do ALL my business online, thank you stupid people.
9 If you don't want to wait in line in the only corporate store in a damn town with over 200,000 residents at some point.....then find another way....because believe me, some people wait 30 min to do something that they could have done online or thru cust care in 5 min.....not that we don't want to help you, but it's even more awesome to know how to help yourself when it comes to things that end up frustrating the hell out of ya just because u waited 30-45 min to be helped....
So yes I am tired of greeting today.....being a greeter is all about helping PEOPLE check in to the store while being a CSR is about helping a person with their account....so u can imagine how its been going. Ugh.

Don't call it a checklist

1 room, West Wing@mgm grand, 4 days 3 nights........
UFC fight@the mgm that weekend.......
SPA treatment!!!....bomb full body deep tissue massage, Mr. Serrata needs it as much as I do....
Shopping, need I say more.......
Dancing to some electronica at Pure.....then some hip hop at Poetry.....
Buy some more J's at the nike outlet son!
Can I get a little color while I'm there and tan out by the pool tho?
And oh the things that will happen and the people we will see....hahaha.....Vegas, here we come!

Berrrryballs

http://www.berryball.com/
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Aprrrril!

Bad start with food poisoning from either macayo's or jon's cooking....I'm guessing macayo's! Lol. Mission to Parker to pick up my friend Martin's truck with Marco on the 10th.....talking about Martin, got a call from him at 2am (damn Iraq time) worried that I was still really sick from Friday....needs a global phone, didn't recommend the storm because its still kinda deffective in sw, but its a good global....watched fast and furious yesterday and loved it! Awesome film!....didn't go out last night because I'm done with alcohol for a minute!....that is what made the food poisening prolly react the way it did! Ewww.....I am vying for a vegas trip asap but I might b going in May for Aldi's bday (she'll b flying in frm san antonio).....well that's my month in a add nutshell....slash run on sentence! Lol.....

Phrase of the day is:.....

"My babe is ghetto"
Hahahaha. One of my real good friends; Martin (who is currently doing a contractor civilian job in Iraq) calls me babe as I do him,....and recently in our I.M. Conversations, this phrase has popped up any time I mention my past that involves u know......criminal activities etc.... Lol....and no I'm not mentioning those past refferences all the time, and now I'm more reserved about what it is that I mention about that all, if at all, to anyone new that I meet. It's not that I'm denying my past, its more like I'm letting it go although I never forget it.....it's just not relevant anymore.....but I can't help but crack up whenever he says that.....because it's so random but it's still me...kinda.....lol.....ugh, can he come back already so we can take our kickass once in a lifetime Vegas insane highroller trip? Hahaha. He's never been to Vegas how I go to Vegas, and this time it's just
going to be a whole other experience.....hahaha. Anyway, I had a miserable morning.....I'm working a straight 11 day streak and today is day 5 and I was hoping I would get a break and have the day off...but noooo.....so here I was scroodging it for 5 hrs until I got a lunch and yes, food makes everything so much better!!!! And then I got to see a person I've never met b4, but I know who this person is and it just gave me such a satisfying feeling to know how much I have a grown as a person....and evolved......into something greater than I was b4 and that's all that matters.....and oooh this really cute boy just came in and he's porting in from t_mobile and his cologne is yummmmi......yay being the greeter today! Lol

Nothin but love

For our Mandy!
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este corazon

I am

I wanted some cake

And this is what I got. Hahaha. Yummmmmmy.
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And part 3

Oh and by the way.....Chanel is prego.....*tears* mini cream puffies on the way!

Me and my creampuff

Part 2

I'm excited!!!!

Alexander mcqueen is one of my fave designers of all time! So as I'm cooking some chicken and pasta, and preparing a goodies box to send to Joe who's doing a civilian contractor job in Iraq right now....u can imagine the excitement this ad in harper's bazaar is causing me! Hahaha! I'm going to have to go to the target here, and a couple throughout phoenix to ransack all these items! Word.

The Odyssey = This Desire

I'm going to turn this "odyssey" that is the full 6-12 months of a timeline until THis Desire is fulfilled...into the greatest development of Myself, and what I can give to MY ALL if that's what it might be......it's a risk worth taking because I've already committed myself into giving up any possible occurrence of THIS so that's going to make this possible....because it doesnt matter what the end results are....all I know is that I am going to make it into the greatest and absolutely unforgettable and endlessly desired moment of our lives when it happens.....in 6-12 months......intense indeed. this sums it up: passion,desire,commitment, and absolute pleasure and bliss.....we're going to love it....I'm remixing "the odyssey" into the greatest desire which is my destiny....ooooh lyrical skills....hahaha.

...oh famous quotes on the subject of Desire:.......

Nought's had, all's spent

Where our desire is got without content.

'Tis safer to be that which we destroy

Than, by destruction, dwell in doubtful joy.

WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE, Macbeth

Those who restrain desire, do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained; and the restrainer or reason usurps its place & governs the unwilling.

WILLIAM BLAKE, The Voice of the Devil

There are two tragedies in life. One is to lose your heart's desire. The other is to gain it.

GEORGE BERNARD SHAW, Man and Superman

Go DJ! That's my dj!

Music is truly what makes me go from loathing and sadness to optimism and tranquility. I can listen to songs that hold emotional attachment to memories or certain persons and can't help but to cry a little (yes I am a sentimental chica.....jus as sentimental as I can be ruthless) and then here comes an awesome little gift of a burnt cd that my a.m. Danny. Made me cos he thought I might like this group (its between deathcab for cutie and maybe even a little Muse...) They r called silversun pickups and I swear that within listening to the first minute I felt so much better like, this is what I needed! I kept listening to all these songs that either reminded me or just had something to do with what made me so sad to begin with. But yea, see if I am going to be able to believe a word ANY guy says to me from now on......um, no. That's just how I was before this....it is what it is. I got to discover some awesome music tho......at least that's something to make up a little bit for how I felt about all of this...... talk about 808 and heartbreak....lol. Oh....yay I'm getting a niiiice tax refund despite the last 3 months of the year being tax exempt on my checks....and I think it's finally time to get back to my old element....getting me some turntables again!!!!! Yezzir!!!! There's nothing like mixing on those babies!! I'll find some bomb speaker moniters and find the mixer I've always wanted...although a part of me wants to get an additional set of the digital turntables.....I have to at least get back to my vinyl for a minute....on collector status....ugh we'll see what ebay has to say about it...lol...*smile*

Listening to: "Little lovers so polite" by silversun pickups
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Playlist #2

My favourite Lil Wayne track ever.............

Artist: Lil' Wayne
Album: Tha Drought 3
Song: Something You Forgot

[Chorus] (Lil' Wayne)
I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you
I'm pretending, and that's all I can do (that's all I can do mama)
The love I'm sending ain't making it through to your heart (I hope you hear me)

[Lil' Wayne]
Pain, since I've lost you, I'm lost too
Nigga feelin' like he at the bottom like a horse shoe
Sorry for the trouble that I put you and your heart through
God knows that I'd do anything for a part two, or to
be prayin' for the day you come back to me, sayin' that you forgive me
Give me another chance, I'm needin' it like a kidney
I don't wanna advance, give me back her hands
Give me back her touch, I don't ask for much
but I fucked up, I know I fucked up, I admit I fucked up
but everybody fuck up, now this other nigga lucked up
Tellin' me and my clique don't give a fuck
Cause um, we from New Orleans, she was from Georgia
She was my down chick, I was her soldier
I was her gangsta, she was my shoulder
You were the pistol to my holster .. BANG!

[Chorus] (Lil' Wayne)
You've been hiding, never letting it show
Always trying, to keep it under control (I see you hidin' it mama)
You got it down, and your well on your way to the top (keep doin' your thing)
but there is something you forgot

[Lil' Wayne]
You forgot about the house, you forgot about the ring
I remember everything, I just wanna hear you sing
I remember the love, right after the fights
You can't tell me you don't remember those nights
and if I would cry, then you would cry twice
To me you are the brightest star under sunlight
See take away my title, take away my stripes
You give me back my girl and you give me back my life
Give me back my girl and you give me back my life
See this is just a nightmare, so I blink twice
Open up my eyes hopin' she'd be in my sight
I remember the time, I wish I could bring it back
What she mean to me, is what I mean to rap (what I mean to rap)

[Chorus] (Lil' Wayne)
You've been hiding, (y'know) never letting it show
Always trying (I see you hidin' it mama)
to keep it under control (but I know you know)
You got it down (I know you do)

and your well on your way to the top
(but I wish you and yours nothin' but happiness shawty)

[Verse 3:]
But I hope you haven't forgot about me up in the livin' room watchin' Sports Center
You were cookin' dinner, I was such a sinner, but the Lord is a forgiver
You know they say if you pray then you can get your blessings ordered and delivered
and your boyfriend is not like me
Ma you even went and got a teardrop like me
I remember we would sit at home all day
You called me "Butta", I called you "Babe"
My momma asked about you, my partners did too
I know your daughter will be so amazin' like you
and I know you probably wish you never met me, and I just wish you never forget me
and let me say, please don't worry 'bout the women I have been with
No engagement can amount to your friendship
and I hope that nigga know he got a queen, and all I can do is dream .. DAMN!

[Chorus]
I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you
I'm pretending, and that's all I can do
The love I'm sending ain't making it through to your heart

I found this from an excerpt of an astrology/sextrology book....

and it has to do with pretty much everything i have either experienced b4 that has made me into who i am now....had 2 b RAW b4 I became Real...ya digg?! enjoy

The Female Scorpio Femme Fatal

This post is dedicated to Jeannie and includes excerpts from the book Sextrology.

For starters, no other woman in the world maintains a higher opinion of herself than the Scorpio female. The zodiac's femme fatal.

She amasses supporters who pave her way for her through life, if not to the point of rolling out the red carpet for her. She drips with feminine allure but with an equal amount of foreboding. She spins a web and bids her mates to come hither - at their own peril.

She's unmoved by the advances of men in attempts to bait him into working ever so diligently to win her over. Our femme fatal invented "hard to get." She's mystery wrapped in darkness, and carries a poker face. She looks to men and asks herself "what can he do for me" sizing up each and every potential candidate - she wants the full package, coaxing out a man's abilities and best qualities while killing off his darker ones.

Scorpio is ruled by Mars and Pluto - a combination that could be akin to fire and ice. Burning agression encased in a frosty outer layer. She's the zodiac's only fixed female water sign, which controls emotion. She controls others emotions - she never wishes for her own to be controlled.

Scorpio's femme fatal maintains the ability to control what the rest of us experience as spontaneous sensations - thus making her a cool character and somewhat frosty in nature. Pluto's remote energy keeps impulsive expression in check. For she rarely acts rash. Carrying on and allowing emotions to rule her is not a trait of the female scorpion.

In nature, a scorpion - when cornered - would rather sting itself to death than face defeat or submission. This is much like our female scorpion. If she finds herself cornered, her actions may become somewhat self-defeating in that if she feels she's lost or is facing submission, she'll begin to up the ante by performing behaviors that may do her - or the situation - in.

Scorpio has a sixth sense. She psychically draws experiences to her like a crystal ball tuned in to what life has to offer. She picks and chooses carefully and operates as a magnet. She lies in wait for her prey to reveal itself. Scorpios symbol has also been likened to a spider.

She spins her web, weaving it perfectly and operating entirely behind the scenes. Then she waits, and waits for her next victim, trapping the bounty that she feels she's ultimately entitled to. Scorpio strives for stillness, waiting, opportunities. A spider doesn't chase or stalk prey - it lies in wait.

Scorpio female periodically embarks on long bouts of deep psychological descents, but generally not more than two or three times during her life. But these are not simply "blue" periods - these are monumental dark periods.

Our female femme fatal wears an expectant expression, watching and waiting for something to occur or someone to arrive. She anticipates every word, every action. She will hurry conversations along with a hiss, dismissing anything that visibly annoys her, often times only half listening. The rest of the time, she's waiting to interject her opinions.

Carrying an often blank and somewhat expressionless look, she's preoccupied. If something catches her attention, it won't be long before she'll approach. She bears down on the individual with a Sphinx smile that signals her curiosity.

Scorpio can appear particularly cold and calculating to other women who may end up with a sense that she's hiding something. Concealing a secret "sting operation" behind that artic exterior. And guess what ladies? Most times - she is.

Many say that the Mona Lisa's expression is akin to the female scorpio. A half smile that conceals deeper thoughts and beckons. Some consider her a sex crazed harpy, but the female scorpion is staking out a permanent mate. But only ones who fits the bill, forever fixed in a state of "hatching a plan."


Scorpio's brand of beauty is best described as Gothic. That raven haired Mona Lisa whose hiding something and shrouded in mystery that beckons prey to her doorstep. She doesn't need a man to make her feel like a woman. She was born feeling like a woman. She exudes sexuality and has her pick of the litter.

Her age range is likened to that of 49-56, which correspondes to menopause. Another mysterious facet of female sexuality. This is a time when a woman's power shifts from that of reproductive physical growth to that of developing her own mental and spiritual prowess of the wise woman with a fatalistic nature.

The female femme fatal seeks a union of the minds, although she can appreciate a nice physical appearance just like the rest of us. She needs to receive a vibe, like that of a fly trapped in her web, wrangling to free itself. She craves an unspoken bond to merge and become one. She doesn't simply pair up - she possesses. She plunges into the depths of her lover's personality to help him fully realize his potential.

She comes to relationships with nothing to loose and nothing to prove. She thinks of herself as the perfect little gem and has a healthy self esteem - Ms. Flawless. But she has a fatal flaw - and it's not being able to admit when she's wrong. For our female scorpion will not take nary of bite of "humble pie."

This is so much so that she'll loose friendships, relationships and more due to her absolute distaste for it. (Again, the scorpion backed into the corner - begins to sting itself to death rather than submit.) She settles into relationships very early in life, anxious to being her mining expedition into the psyche of men's minds. Lantern and pick axe in hand.

She tends to lean towards mama's boys. She can tolerate macho men, however, she picks a man who is more willing to let a female control the wheel and have her way with him. A submissive sort of man that will lie back and allow her to pick away at him on her mining expedition.

A man with a clearly defined mission presents a problem to the zodiac's scorpion girl. this makes it difficult for her to stir the ingredients in her pot for her own personal success. However, a guy with lofty notions that is oblivious on how to achieve them - is a perfect fit for the zodiac's femme fatal. If she thinks he can do better than she can, he's gone.

If this happens, the zodiac's scorpion girl will release a sting that is so terminal, it reduces her mate to a castrated pile of rubble. Launching the cold shoulder full throttle and freezing him out. She approaches this behavior as if it's some sort of campaign she on.

The burden is always on the man with our Scorpio girl. He must never fail to provide that which she demands or he'll surely suffer the sting. She owes nothing to nobody nor does she ever explain her actions. She feels she's perfect in every way and above reproach. Even if she's submersed in deep depression - her surface will emulate that she's fine. Admitting weakness is something that she simply will not consider. The stone face is on.

It's everybody else who has the problem - not our scorpion girl. She's always feigning a yawn, and keeping a blase' attitude towards others - her signature frosty chill.

The zodiac's scorpion girl is an indomitable spirit that cannot be broken or penetrated.