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Do notice that my last posts are titled with much emotion! It took me to make a blog for school to get me to come back and update my blogs! Geez. So yeah, I gave school a shot. This is now my second term. And boy am I questioning whether I will continue to stop. Verizon is prepaying my courses, thats like $1300 each class since it's all online schooling...and If I don't succeed with at least getting a C in class, Verizon will charge me the money back! Yikes! I have a 3.8 GPA as of now, so no worries,but the motivation is not the same! I chose substance abuse counseling...and I'm towards the end of my intro to psych class and it's all about neuroscience...and I'm taken back by all the terminology! Anyway, what keeps me going is a) I want to also have a degree that I can hang on the wall of my mom's house that accompanies my sister's and my brother's. b) How am I going to teach my kids that advanced education is good if I can't be proof of it? c) Martin, he asked me to go back to school because he knows I'm a genius, a lazy genius. d) I really like learning about substance abuse. You know, I have more than enough first hand experience in what it does..but I want to know why it does and why we do. Yeah. If all goes on course, I will be done by 2015 with a bachelors....I am planning on getting pregnant at the very end of 2013...which means that time line might not work in my favor. I really don't think I want to experience my first pregnancy with the stress of taking classes, writing papers and taking quizes. On top of making quotas and making sure I'm hitting at least over a $1000 on commissions every month. I rely on that money to pay for my half of the mortgage and my car payment. Car payment will be done by November of 2014. Now do you see why I can't get knocked up until the end of '13? Duh, I can't just afford it yet. haha. Martin and I have bills. We make too much money to not qualify for assistance, unlike every other woman or teenage girl in South Texas that uses their lone star card to purchase junk food at the convenience store. Hard work equals no help :) Lesson learned. Have I updated that Martin and I are now home owners? And land owners???? Yeeeeeaaah!!!! At the end of March we closed on an awesome house on 9 acres out in the country, not too far from city life. Just what we always wanted. Because of that house is why I have not been able to fly to Arizona to visit my fam since yesterday. All the savings went to the house..and I'm just grateful to be here :) By the way, we have been working on making this place into a mini stronghold in the event of a zombie apocolypse. That is just a given. Nite.

Love-Ly

Multitasking just isn't my thing anymore?

I'm trying to keep different blogs, even on blogger, it just didn't work! Then I jumped over to word press to start my hip hop memories blog and .... Yeah ? I'm the girl with the blogs that she can't upkeep? Aaayyyy. I want to wear all these hats but I forget which one what day! I have tons of time while I'm at work to update..., but then I find myself on instagram instead! I love to be visual . Ok, quick update... Work is work.. Super slow month at being a sales rep at Vzw. Commissions is not cutting it right now and you would think since it's the holidays and shopping? Nope, not this year. To fix that, I'm starting school. Online classes. Lol. Online psychology classes. Last time I attempted to go to school, I was jobless, engaged and all that changed quickly! I'm taking two classes at a time. Wish me luck. Oh and psychology why? I think I want to go into behavioral health or addictions.... Help them instead of helping people with phone issues? Yeah! Oh, btw, awesome holidays for me, celebrating with Mr. Man and his fam (my 2nd fam). I got a special edition black wii, my ring and a perfum that I am loving! I got him a smith & Wesson bodyguard handgun. With a laser. And shit. Lol. Ok, let's try this multitasking thing, one more time.

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LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE THESE ALBUMS

It's beginning to look

A lot like xxmas

Fn recap!

Thanx to google+ I have immediate access to every pic I've ever posted here! Yikes spikes! Ah well. What's done is done. What's in the past.... Stays there. I feel bad a bit, about deleting Alex from my posts. And yuck that the ones with Ernie and Luis are there.... But hey, would I be here where I'm at without all that? Prolly not. Plus have you seen me at my happiest and healthiest now? Yes. :) it takes a lot of heartbreak to get to this point. I appreciate the love I have like no other. I'll never give it up.

Aww friend

Feels like I've neglected you to the fullest! Gone are the days of updating you daily with my blackberry. So on the quick, still working with Vzw, still in love with the greatest man on earth, still house hunting, still amazingly happy! Oh and check out my girlfriend ring! My dr. Mrs. The girlfriend ring !! :)