What it is right now.

Artist: Omarion
: Ice Box (Remix)
feat. Usher

[Omarion]
I don't know
Should I stay
Should I go
Yeah, I know
It's the remix, remix
Yeah
See
I'm in this situation
Think I need a little help
Let's go
[Verse 1]
When this began, we were friends
She knew all my business (business)
All my good, all my bad
Said that she was with it(now)
I got memories, this is crazy
She ain't nothing like that girl I used to know
Didn't believe she would creep
Thought we was forever (oh)
She broke out,
I broke down& that's just all that left of us (oh)
Now these memories, they be haunting me
You ain't feeling me
My girl's about to go
[Hook 1]
& I really wanna work this out
Cause I'm tired of fighting (if that don't work)
&I really hope she still want me the way I want her (you'll get your feelings hurt)
I said I really wanna work this out
Damn girl
I'm trying
Here's the remix (remix)
[Chorus 1]
I got this ice box where my heart used to be
[2x]
but (said)I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold (ohh)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
[Repeat]
[Usher - Verse 2]
Ha pimping listen
Hold up now
Take your time
Let me get this right (huh)
You tripping on what's in front of you
Cause you're looking behind you (yeah but I mean)
You got memories (but)
Take it from me (cause)
She ain't nothing like oh girl you used to know
If shawty's doing right by you
Maybe you should let it go
At the end of the day,
It ain't worth it
Wanna know how I know (how you know)
Remember confessions
So you already know that it's gonna hurt
Shawty, learn your lesson
You don't really wanna feel the burn
No, listen[Hook 2]
If you really wanna work it out
Then stop denying (denying)
Quit living in the past of time
You face the truth (truth)
If it's ever gonna work out
You gotta stop lying
Stop blaming her when it's you, that's
[Chorus 2]
Got the ice box where your heart used to be
Got a ice box where your heart used to be[Omarion]
I'm so cold I'm so cold I'm so cold I'm so cold (ohh)
I'm so cold I'm so cold I'm so cold
[Usher]
Boy you gotta ice box
[Repeat]
[Omarion]
I don't wanna be stuck off in this cold cold world
Don't wanna mess this up
Better keep your eye on me, girl
[Usher]
Leave the past in the past
Gotta let it go (say bra)
You gotta know when to move on (say bra)
You gotta know when to let go (yes sir)
Don't lose ya lady[Repeat]
[Hook 1]
[Chorus 1]
This is the remix
This is the remix
Go ahead replay it
This is the remix
[Omarion]
Omarion
Girl, I really wanna work this out
Cause I'm tired of fighting

mood: Emotionally exhausted.

Be.

"Running"

Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side
Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love
[Chorus:]
Running, running
As fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated
Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up
[Repeat chorus twice]

(The future)

Listening to: "Running" by No Doubt.

Can I get a yes!

I finally completed the Verizon assesments and I've been e-mailed that I did a succefull job in answering all the right questions, so now I'm waiting about a week to hear more from an actual HR person. Hopefully everything goes well. I actually have another op available that is deffinitely lower paying ($8.00/hr) but more in my desired field....that job is being an aid to a case manager that deals with social services and aid to those that need it....kind of like what the salvation army does to help people that need money to pay their electricity bill, need financial assistance, place to stay etc.....and the part that really interests me is the refferal part of that job...I want to work in behaviour modification, which means that I would get to assist those that need help like, addictions rehabilitaion by reffering them to the proper place of help.....so that's where I'm at right now.....I can just wait out to see if Verizon hires me as customer service (which by the way, I dislike doing retail but...it starts at $10-12 an hour d.o.e..and I qualify for $12 thanx to my experience)...or jump into this case management aid spot..which pays less, but might do more for me regarding my chosen career.....hmmmm. Well first things first, I want to go to Salinas on Wednesday morning and stay until Sunday...I would be going with my brother. However, although it is the plan, my dad has now come to disagree with us going there altogether because......"It's not a good place to be"...duh! hahaha. That's why we no longer live there! Maaaan, we are just planning to go visit some peeps, I have a wedding that I need to attend and that's that. We grew up in Salinas so of course we know how bad it is. That's obviously not the reason that we are going back for...but anyway, it's more or less a waiting game thanks to the financial spot that I put myself into. If I had the money to go, I would have been there already.....times will change though. No doubt.

Listening to: "Simple Man" by The Grouch.

J Dilla - Nothing Like This

AND STILL.


I wish he felt like this about me.

I Melt

For Benjamin Bratt.

O Lord.

Take a Chance cause U might grow

Not my artwurk......but This goes back to my favoruite song of the moment, Gwen's "What You Waiting For?".......It's some kind of creative inspiration with this current moment. "Writer's Block"...hahahaha.

Listening to: "What You Waiting For?" by Gwen Stefani

Gwen Stefani - What You Waiting For?: Explicit, Directors Cut, Closed Captioned

Uuugghhhhhh! This is my song!!! I don't know what I'd do without it right now!....It's my beat right now!