He wrote me, and asked me to give him my heart, my all as he wanted nothing more in this world than to give me his in return. I have been waiting since the day that we met, May 21st 2004, to hear those words from him. I just never really thought it would happen.Now that it has.....it's a mixture of emotions. I have been so cold and emotionless since Ernie and is it possible that this might be what changes that? I love Luis with all my heart, I always have.Where he is at though, I can't hold against him to why I should or shouldn't...it's more the where he will be once he leaves that place. One thing is mail correspondence which is always full of optimism, romance and well wishing. He says that he has finally grown up to where he knows that this is the moment that he believes is the one meant for Us finally. Come August, I will be able to find a more solid understanding of where this will lead. One thing that I have learned, and thanks to Ernie, is to have my expectations and standards set. And never settle for less. I have informed Luis of this as well. So like I said, only time and his choices and actions will tell. This is definitely something that was truly unexpected, to say the least. But then again, it always is when it comes to this.
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