Charlie Hunnam

Mmmmmmmmmmmmm

Can't wait

For this new joint. Com keeps getting better and better and better..........

While the whole world waits

For the storm.....I'm sticking to the blackberry niagra. I just can't do touchscreen anymore

Mmmmm again

I like their men's collection more than the women's. There's just something about them.....

Mmmmm.....

I love burberry's watches

Let's look at time

Ooh burberry

Fuck the guns

Its time to get up on some lasers. Right right? Lol that would b the daaaay!
Listening to: "macaframa" by Xrated.....

and then, it just didn't affect me anymore....I finally managed to only care about what I want....and only.

feeling: like everything just feels blissful and sweet because I jus finally stopped caring about what anyone besides myself thinks.....I waited too long for all the wrong things, when all I got was unappreciation and indecisiveness about how someone would want to have me in their life? .......after I felt so much and hoped for what?.....yea, attention is not expensive at all.....and I jus know when to stop trying and hoping when I shouldn't b doing that to begin with. Just enjoy yourselves. That's the only way that u can get through life after getting heartbroken and dissapointed......just take things as they go....maybe it will stay maybe it won't...just enjoy it....be passionate when it counts.....otherwise, its just met with dissapointment. Word. Its like I was finally able to put myself in their shoes....and realized that its a lot easier to just go with the flow and not dig deep into anything....because when its really going to b worth it, this whole "icebox" feeling will mos def b dissolved. It is what it is. Yet it feels so rejuvinating.....oh yes it does.

Its almost time

Old school artwork......excited for the new 007 release though. The daniel craig films are hands down the best bond portrayal since connery. When I first began to read the original fleming book series back in jr. High, did I find myself discontent with picturing pierce brosnan as the 007 that fleming wrote about. Those novels were intense, detailed and graphic.....I was very pleased to finally see justice done with casino royale. ...so in other words, go pick up one of the fleming novels!!!! word!

List of daily things I do on my curve...

1. Listen to music via my stereo bluetooth headset
2. Blog on my blogger
3. Check MySpace
4. Read Kanye's Blog and other blogs on my hip hop blog list
5. Wiki everything
6. Calendar events
7. Blackberry I'm with my skeezies
8. Take pictures and send em to my blogs.
9. Download pix from deviantart.com
10. Download ringtones for free (I'm up to 184 tones...why? Eh why not)
11. Look up lyrics.
12. Match.com
13. Facebook with my sis
14. Tether it to my pc...yeyuh

Go get a blackberry suckas!!!!

Listening to: "paint the perfect picture" by G & E

I want it I want it!!!!

I love these chanel heels. In case you can't see it, its a pistol as a heel.

Oh Nia....

I love it

I will not apologize

For who I am now. I am not the chica I was b4 I got involved for the last time with the mistake named Luis, I am not the chica I was b4 I met the other mike and started making plans to move to vegas, I am not the chica that I was right after Ernie broke my heart last year......I am the chica that has taken all that and EVOLVED into the beautiful and mastermind of a woman I am now. And its so perfect in an inperfect way. No one can stop me now. I have plans, I have ways to make it all happen. I will not apologize for the way I might make u feel, good or bad....its just the result of being me and what I do to you.

Marco and Me!

Aww my friend and I at Diana's house

My next tattoo

Is this deflated heart. The only colored tattoo that I will get.

Second serving

Scorpio - Your Main Characteristics •
House: Eighth•
Gemstone: Topaz•
New age stone: Obsidian, amber•
Color: Black, burgandy• Opposite sign: Taurus•
Least Compatible with: Aries, Gemini•
Ruling Planet : Pluto-
Modern(Mars-Traditional)• Element: Water•
Anatomy ruled: Reproductive system•
Flower: Chrysanthemum•
Most compatible with: Cancer, Pisces and Scorpio•
Your tarot card: XIII Death• Usually: Passionate, dynamic, sensual and probing.•
Can be: Vindictive, moody, jealous and sadistic

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Since I absolutey enjoy and appreciate being a scorpio to the fullest in every sense....I had to share......

~Traditional Scorpion Traits~     ~Likes and Dislikes~ Positive: Determined and forcefulEmotional and intuitivePowerful and passionateExciting and magnetic
Likes 
Truth Hidden Causes Being involved
Work That is Meaningful
Being Persuasive

Negative:
Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate

Dislikes 
Being Given Only Surface data Taken Advantage of
Demeaning Jobs
Shallow Relationships
Flattery and Flattering  

~Something about Scorpions:~ • Scorpios are characterized as being very intuitive, courageous, resourceful, resentful, stubborn, sarcastic, and vindictive. They like work that requires intense concentration and effort. They love to solve mysteries. They work well with underground or underwater endeavors. They can be surgeons, scientists, archeologists.  • Scorpio is a very powerful, FIXED, water sign ruled by Pluto. Scorpio have very definite opinions, and usually no amount of persuasion will make them change their minds.  • They are capable of great sacrifice for those they love.  • Since their unconscious mind is more active than their conscious mind, criticism makes them lose all sense of judgment. They can react with sarcasm and silence. Holding grudges and being vindictive is the greatest trait a Scorpio needs to overcome.  • Most people think of Scorpio as the sex symbol, and most are highly sexed. It would be better to say they are intense in whatever they do. Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They need great self-discipline, because they are able to recognize the qualities in themselves that make them different from other humans, and to know their utterly conventional natures can be used for great good, or great evil. Their tenacity and willpower are immense, their depth of character and passionate conviction overwhelming, yet they are deeply sensitive and easily moved by their emotions. Their sensitivity, together with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt, quick to detect insult or injury to themselves (often when none is intended) and easily aroused to ferocious anger. This may express itself in such destructive speech or action that they make lifelong enemies by their outspokenness, for they find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike.They can harness their abundant energy constructively, tempering their self-confidence with shrewdness and their ambition with magnanimity toward others provided they like them. They relate to fellow workers only as leaders and can be blunt to those they dislike to the point of cruelty. In fact they are not above expressing vindictiveness in deliberate cruelty. They are too demanding, too unforgiving of faults in others, perhaps because they are not aware of the shortcomings within themselves, and extravagantly express their self-disgust in unreasonable resentment against their fellows. They do, however, make excellent friends, provided that their companions do nothing to impugn the honor of which Scorpios are very jealous. Part of the negative side of the Scorpio nature is a tendency to discard friends once they cease to be useful, but the decent native is aware of, and fights this tendency.They are fortunate in that their strong reasoning powers are tempered with imagination and intuition, and these gifts, together with critical perception and analytical capacity, can enable the Scorpions to penetrate to profundities beyond the average. They have a better chance of becoming geniuses than the natives of any other sign.But charismatic "twice-born" characters such as they can sink into the extremes of depravity if they take the wrong path, and the intensity of their nature exaggerates their harmful tendencies into vices far greater than the normal. Rebelliousness against all conventions, political extremism to the point where hatred of the Establishment makes them utterly unscrupulous terrorists. Brooding resentment, aggressive and sadistic brutality, total arrogance, morbid jealousy, extreme volatility of temperament, these are some of their vices. At the other extreme is the procrastinator, the man or woman who is capable of so much that they do nothing and become indolent and self-indulgent, requiring extravagant praise and flattery from those whom they make their cronies.Being so gifted, they can find fulfillment in many employments. Their inner intensity can result in the ice-cold self-control and detachment of the surgeon, the concentration of the research scientist, and the heroism of the soldier. Any profession in which analysis, investigation, research, dealing with practicalities, and the solving of mysteries are relevant, can appeal to them. So police and detective work, espionage and counterespionage, the law, physics or psychology may attract them, and they can become masters of the written and spoken word. They may be most persuasive orators and find fulfillment as diplomats or preachers and, if they make the Church their profession, their inner intensity can express itself in the spiritual fervor of the mystic or the thaumaturgy.Scorpio is the symbol of sex and Scorpios are passionate lovers, the most sensually energetic of all the signs. For them, union with the beloved is a sacrament, an "outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace.". Their overriding urge in loving is to use their power to penetrate beyond themselves and to lose themselves sexually in their partners in an almost mystical ecstasy, thus discovering the meaning of that union which is greater than individuality, and is a marriage of the spirit as well as of flesh. They are thus capable of the greatest heights of passionate transport, but debauchery and perversion are always dangers, and Scorpios can become sadistic monsters of sensuality and eroticism. Their feelings are so intense that even when their love is of the highest, and most idealistic kind, they are nevertheless frequently protagonists in tragic, even violent romances, "star-crossed lovers".

.....This was a first, kinda, in a scorpio analysis. In my behalf, its on point. I'm an extremist that is yet to find a healthy balance....better yet, refuses to have a middle ground because honestly, my intensity is one of my greatest elements. Life would not be as desireable without it. A definite blessing. There isn't a greater mention on the tremendous level of energy that we give in everything that is Love. I live for love. Like no other. Well anyway.....this reminds me, my birthday is a month and 3days away!!!! Yay. This year is thirsty for celebration, to say the least.....

Lyrically speaking pt. II

Artist: Beyoncé
Album: Dangerously in Love
Title: Me, Myself & I
I can't believe i believed Everything we had would last
So young and naive for me to think She was from your past
Silly of me to dream of One day having your kids
Love is so blind It feels right when it's wrong
I can't believe i fell for your schemes
I'm smarter than that
So young and naive to believe that with me You're a changed man
Foolish of me to compete
When you cheat with loose women
It took me some time but now i moved on
Cuz i realized i got Me myself and I
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now onI'm gonna be my own best friend
Me myself and I
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on I'm gonna be my own best friend

So controlling , you said that you love me But you don't
Your family told me one day
I would see it on my own
Next thing i know i'm dealing With your three kids in my home
Love is so blind It feels right when it's wrong

Now that it's over
Stop calling me
Come pick up your clothes
Ain't no need to front like you're still with me
All your homies know
Even your very best friend Tried to warn me on the low
It took me some time
But now i am strong

Because i realized i got Me myself and I
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on I'm gonna be my own best friend
Me myself and I
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on I'm gonna be my own best friend
Me myself and I
I know that i will never disappoint myself
I must have cried a thousand times
All the ladies if you feel me
Help me sing it now

I can't regret all the times spent with you
Ya, you hurt me
But i learned a lot along the way
After all the rain
You'll see the sun come out again (yeaaaaaaaaah)
I know that i will never disappoint myself(ooooooo)
I got Me myself and I
I know that i will never disappoint myself
I must have cried a thousand times
All the ladies if you feel me Help me sing it now
I can't regret all the times spent with you
Ya, you hurt me
But i learned a lot along the way
After all the rain
You'll see the sun come out again

I know that i will never disappoint myself

Lyrically speaking

"The way that I love you"

Now after all of this time that we triedI found out we were living a lieThat after all of this love that we madeI know now You don't love me the sameThe way that I loveThe way that I love youThe way that I love The way that I love youThe way that I love The way that I love youI woke up kinda early todayAnd something told me from that momentIt wouldn't be the sameI felt like you were hiding somethingBut I didn't push itI didn't complain or say nuthin'I tried to act, Like I didn't see itCause deep down I knew I didn't want to believe itBut There it was, it was you and herYou left your sidekick on the nightstandAnd I readEverything you did, and everything you said And now I'm standing here looking like damn..I thought it was you and INow I all I got to say is why?After all of this time that we triedI found out we were living a lieAnd after all of this love that we madeI know now you don't love me the sameThe way that I love The way that I love youThe way that I love The way that I love youThe way that I love The way that I love youI notice now, that when i'm aroundYou be trying to lock the doorWhispering on the phoneNow wait a minute since we been in this houseYou ain't never did this beforeTell me what's this about?I tried to sit and say to myselfThis here is too good he don't want nothing elseBut There it was, it was you and herYou left your credit card receipt inside the beamer babeEverything you bought her, and everything you spendingNow I'm standing here once againI thought it was you and INow I all I have to say is why?After all of this time that we triedI found out we were living a lieAnd after all of this love that we madeI know now you don't love me the sameThe way that I love The way that I love youThe way that I love The way that I love youThe way that I love The way that I love youoooo ohh oooou lied u lied u lied oh why oh why y yyeah whyd u have to lie to mewhyd u have to lie to mewhyd u have to lie to me whyyyyyyafter all tis time tht we tried(why why why)i found out we were livin a lie(u lied u lied u lied) and after all this luv tht we made(we made we made we made)i kno now u dont luv me the samethe way tht i luvthe way tht i luv youthe way th i luv youuuuu

I'm still So much more

Than you're used to.yeah, sheer happiness in being me and loving everything about it. Like I said, its such a "Me,Myself, and I" moment. Word to beyonce.

my Me, Myself and I moment