Just to get a rep

20 years ago I...
1. was 3 years old.
2. lived in Watsonville, CA.
3. Was the happiest. This, I remember.

10 years ago I...
1. was deeply depressed.
2. was 13, and about to start my freshman year.
3. Hated the way I looked.

5 years ago I...
1. was deep into my crystal meth addiction.
2. tried to commit suicide by drowning in the Pacific Ocean. I went elbows deep in before turning back.
3. weighed about 110 lbs. Height of 5'7".

3 years ago I...
1. fell in love for the first time, with Luis Miguel Lopez.
2. was on probation for my 2003 possesion of an illegal substance conviction.
3. went into rehab.

1 year ago I...
1. was living in Salinas again, working for a job I had started to hate.
2. was not so healthy and felt miserable.
3. was missing Yuma, AZ and my mom.

So far this year I...
1. have finally returned to school.
2. have been in the best relationship of my life, with myself ( true self love!).
3. have become healthy in every sense.

Yesterday I...
1. took my music appreciation final.
2. bought some really cute steve madden shoes.
3. just felt good.

Today I...
1. Took my psychology final.
2. have yet gone to sleep, but about to..
3. feel detached from him.