Mood: REFLECTIV
Just a little holla back to what's going on with me and mine. I'm living life a little bit on the slow side. Very few days do I feel discontent with that though. Sometimes I think that it might be because from 2001-2005, I was living life at 200mph. I was so messed up on meth that I aged soo bad, my intelligence became absolutely criminal, only working for the worst, and I was so sick and tired of being sick and tired over depression and my own heartbreak about my choices with my life during the time. 2006 was a complicated and yet very important year of my life. I put myself in a spot that I never thought I would be in, and I overcame it. I learned, a lot. About everything. Especially about my own strength when worst came to worst. 2007 has been a good year. Like I said, it's been slow, but I feel like it's in a healthy way. I'm catching up with myself in soo many ways. About everything. Especially about where I want to go with my life. I am in the best relationship of my life. I'm still a little scared to admit that I am in love, although I am indeed IN LOVE. I'm being cautious though. So maybe I shouldn't admit that I am in love. I just don't want to be faced with the fact that it wouldn't be mutual. So I'm taking it slow. But don't be fooled. In no time will I be back to fullspeed. With work, school and that healthy drive of love, desire and intention. With a little bit of crazy. Because after all, it is me I'm talking about. Word.
Just a little holla back to what's going on with me and mine. I'm living life a little bit on the slow side. Very few days do I feel discontent with that though. Sometimes I think that it might be because from 2001-2005, I was living life at 200mph. I was so messed up on meth that I aged soo bad, my intelligence became absolutely criminal, only working for the worst, and I was so sick and tired of being sick and tired over depression and my own heartbreak about my choices with my life during the time. 2006 was a complicated and yet very important year of my life. I put myself in a spot that I never thought I would be in, and I overcame it. I learned, a lot. About everything. Especially about my own strength when worst came to worst. 2007 has been a good year. Like I said, it's been slow, but I feel like it's in a healthy way. I'm catching up with myself in soo many ways. About everything. Especially about where I want to go with my life. I am in the best relationship of my life. I'm still a little scared to admit that I am in love, although I am indeed IN LOVE. I'm being cautious though. So maybe I shouldn't admit that I am in love. I just don't want to be faced with the fact that it wouldn't be mutual. So I'm taking it slow. But don't be fooled. In no time will I be back to fullspeed. With work, school and that healthy drive of love, desire and intention. With a little bit of crazy. Because after all, it is me I'm talking about. Word.
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