fuck this!

I can't believe he broke my heart again. He started talking to his tweaker ass ex girlfriend who is by the way still on meth right now and he's jus playing me along. I gave it my all.I wanted nothing more than him in my life. He got upset when I told him that I could feel that he wasn't paying attention to me like he was distracted and it was all true. All I have is love for him and I believe so much in him and this is what happens? I told him I was vulnerable around him cos I trust him and this is what he does with my trust. Completely breaks my heart. Telling me he wants to marry me and have kids with me and I believed him. Now I'm sure he is all involved with that female who I know very well and I know the people that she knows or associates with even where she's at now and what she is up to and I'm sure she is playing him with lies cos I know who she is with now. He wants her and that's what it is I'm sure. He never made it about us. Just great.

In Transition

Title: Unintended
 by Muse

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
They could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you