fuck this!

I can't believe he broke my heart again. He started talking to his tweaker ass ex girlfriend who is by the way still on meth right now and he's jus playing me along. I gave it my all.I wanted nothing more than him in my life. He got upset when I told him that I could feel that he wasn't paying attention to me like he was distracted and it was all true. All I have is love for him and I believe so much in him and this is what happens? I told him I was vulnerable around him cos I trust him and this is what he does with my trust. Completely breaks my heart. Telling me he wants to marry me and have kids with me and I believed him. Now I'm sure he is all involved with that female who I know very well and I know the people that she knows or associates with even where she's at now and what she is up to and I'm sure she is playing him with lies cos I know who she is with now. He wants her and that's what it is I'm sure. He never made it about us. Just great.