um yea, about that.....

So I have no regret about my last posting....however, I do have a better realization now about where I stand regarding that.More like a wake up call sooner than later. Nothing bad...just something thàt now gives me more clarity on how he feels and that gives me a better perspective on everything including how to handle things....its bittersweet. I love him more than anything and I knew that us being together was going to be nothing easy. Especially with the distance between us.which can be either a blessing or a curse....I'm hoping blessing since he needs his space right now to do what he needs to do....and that gives me my own space to have to just keep on with everything that I do and keeps me happy with myslef. So its not what I thought it would be, but it doesn't necessarily take my optism away.